Happiness of Immeasurable Purity

Here is a very small list of things which can give you happiness of immeasurable purity. I haven’t done all of them. But still, I wish I could fulfill every one of them soon enough.
1)Try to create your favorite shapes from stars on the clearest night sky.
2)Watch the sun rise melting the morning mist, while you sip on your cup of tea.
3)Lay down on your back on a lonely windy beach when there is a slight drizzle, and look at the waves getting ripped up by tiny drops of rain.
4)Take her to your most favorite place on earth (the one you have already been and when no one is around) and say how much you love her.
5)Recognize every next step you take to reach out for your dreams.
6)Try to make a baby smile at you. That smile is not fake. It is the purest form of smile on earth
7)5 minutes of extreme silence and darkness when you need to escape the torturing, painful routine.

Forever

Was written years back for a girl. Now it's just a bunch of words.

All I can see is vacuum when she looks me in the eye
It's Just like staring into empty space
All I can see is a curve on her lips when she smiles
I just cant get my mind of her face
All I can hear is a near melody when she talks
Cause sometimes words don't mean a thing
All I ever wanted to was to take her for a walk
Write a song for her and sing
All I can feel is the warm gentle breeze
when she whispers in my ear
And all I can do is to love her in my dreams
Not because I am mean
Not because I am numb
But because it's just me
And I'll be there for her forever.

Notification

I will be writing poems also. The ones I tore, the ones I hid and the ones I threw of as it came into my mind reminding me of taunting memories, all of 'em will bounce back. I don't care if it sucks, but will post them.

What else do you need?

Pick out a lonely spot on the beach, far from the madding crowd. You, your harmonica and your cassette player. Watch the sun just as it is ready to wet itself. Light a fag and watch the smoke curve past the line on the horizon. Now you start to notice the slight curve and realize how big the world is, or how small we are. Watch the waves coming towards you to dry you of your sorrows. Blow your Harmonica to the singing of the waves and the cool breeze, you needn’t be an expert. Play your favorite song in the player and sing along. If only you had the girl you love beside you……. Well it can happen everyday and it is free. I mean, who is gonna charge for staring at the ocean. Nature can still give us what we need. It is up to us to search it and experience it. These are the times where loneliness can be your best friend. Dude, life is short and can end unexpectedly. So why should we save the good times for the future.

Reaching Divinity

“You have a problem? Talk about it to a friend or cry out loud.” Well, I can’t think of a better suggestion than this. This was given to me by a friend. Talking about a problem to a friend? You need a lot of ingredients in that case. First you will need a true friend who is ready to be with you and listen to you even though you have decided to speak only your problems. Not necessarily a friend – he /she could also be the one you love. If you are looking for the second ingredient, there is none. Only one. Who do you consider the most luckiest person in the world? Take your time and think. OK, I know , the options are millions. I’ll give you the answer. How lucky is a person who is ugly and has no talent and no money? Yes, that was the answer. THE LUCKIEST PERSON. (OK. I will be using male gender from here on. He / She is getting weird.) He is the only person who can find the ones who like or love him for the person he is. He wont have friends because he looks like those dazzling celebrities or because he has Einstein’s brain. He has friends because they like him for who he is. Is is accepted for whatever he does. How wonderful? But ……
After all, whom can you blame? People all over the world are looking for happiness. It is good, but they are looking for happiness at any cost. When you have really good times with a friend and then slowly start whining about your problems to him after years, after a particular point he can only pretend to be concerned about your problems. Believe me, the pain that strikes you once you realize that he no longer is interested in your problems and is getting bored while you are pouring out your deepest, darkest secrets to him with all your heart is unbearable. And the fact that he was the only one to whom you would ever say them is even more gross. My advice, lose him before he walks away. That way you can take the blame. Another one of your mistakes, along with hundreds of others in the bag. That is when you have to learn to lose everything you ever wanted and attained. Try to become numb to the world’s sarcastic deeds. Friendship and love can carry on as long as happiness comes along. If a point comes where everything is sorrow and the relation still carries on, then I call it the one that touches divinity. What name can scholars give for that kind of a divine relationship? I’ll leave it to them. But that is no longer friendship nor love. That is the greatest gift anyone can get. A gift worth protecting your whole life. Or in other words, living to protect that gift. Sorry if my posts sounds a bit philosophical. But it’s just me. OK …signing off…Bye…Need to hear my heavy metal and Jazz……..