:(

i was writing the best post of my life...power cut and my back up didnt work...everything's vanished into thin air...must think hard to get back the same words

in my mind right now

i dont feel like writing...just need to scribble the voice inside my head on a piece of paper... y give me the interest but deny me of my opportunities...i screwed up today...i didn't mean to say that...i did but not in the sense in which you took it...i am back to the times where i saw myself helpless...i acted numb at times i should have reacted...am like that again...all i want is to see a happy face...nothing else...but at times i see the cold glaring eyes even though they don't really glare at me...its like i can see wats inside...am i responsible for it...damn...i need 3 lac in 3 months...or i should be 22...am i happy that i cant achieve it...it is a tough path anyway...it might lead to glory but the path is tough...i love to sit back and relax...but i have big dreams...but the dreams will remain dreams...perhaps i am ignoring the opportunities...am i in the midst of all those noises that obstructed the sound of the knock of that opportunity...or was i busy shouting about no one knocking at my door...did i miss it or was i denied of it...am i filling up the cup thinking how to empty it...why are these thoughts coming to me over and over again...i feel my mind has become a whore...impure and adulterated with things that haven't helped me so far...things are just getting worse every time there seems to be a hope of something good...every morning i wake up and hope for the worst...everything seems kinda good that day...am i happy in my negative energy...i might be..........................TCNQ9G93SAA7

Dont you ever call a man "an animal" to disgrace him...

A female leopard hunts a pregnant female baboon. While the leopard was dragging the baboon, the baboon delivers a baby. Leopard leaves the hunted mother and starts taking care of the newborn baboon. Watch this amazing video from National geographic.

Length: 4:58

When the necessity is nasty...

Is it the greed for money or the greed for power? Either way the greed never stops. Some people were told the wrong things and they start to believe that what was told is right. Not exactly right, but sometimes they know that it is wrong but strongly believe that it is what is applicable or practical in this world. I know that I tend to curse mankind and life in most of my posts very often but it is because I start to see the cruel yet accepted characteristics of the present. People say that it is how it works or else you can’t survive. "Survival of the Fittest". How amazing? 4 words that describe the very basic need to live and is everything one needs to live. The parameters may change but the characteristics we have to develop to achieve those parameters remain the same. You can freeze time with reference to those parameters. Leaving them aside, there is a whole larger group of things or people who are considered weak because they are the ones who work hard to stand by for what they believe and can see even the most subtle aberration from those beliefs that the world is claiming to be the so called “basic necessity.” Now the weak cannot afford it at any cost. They can only sit back and watch the Drama cursing the performers and pretending to be a part of it. They curse because they know that they cannot be a part of it because they have to change to be a part of it. And they pretend because they would like to see themselves as the centre of attraction at least for once (a bubble reputation will do fine for them.) But all that happens is they get beaten up so bad again and again that they find out they are no longer learning but are failing miserably. Whereas the ones who do what they shouldn’t are going where they shouldn’t. The place which the weaklings think are reserved for them is crowded and overflowing, but not with them. They will only hope for the change and that change will occur if they strongly believe in it and direct them towards it. The change will come because life never deviates from its very basic principle "Happiness." Yeah, that is just one word and is applicable to everyone who really needs it. If you really need it, you will get it. If you still didn’t get it, you didn’t need it bad enough.
The more explicit version of this post is in my other blog. And that is for me… …Bye…Take care..See you in my next dark and gloomy post.

The Story Of Circles

A post I wanted to write long back but didn’t want to write it down due to some reasons. I was thinking of a way to write it in a form of a story. But I couldn’t frame characters and names. This is the story of circles. The post is not exactly a story but is my way of seeing invasions. When someone is born, they obviously enter the dreaded world, and he/she is given one powerful weapon. Now the thing is, some people don’t know that they have this weapon, some discover it very late, some never discover it and some see it very soon. Now the fact is that this weapon is invisible and so powerful that it could determine the path of a man’s life. For those who wonder if I am ever going to say what that weapon is, it is a circle.

Another one

Hi,
Created a new blog for me. Only for me. Guess I could not write anything personal in this blog any more. People are coming to wrong conclusions on reading the posts. The other blog is only for me. Will keep posting in this blog also.

Sorrryyy

Sorry for not posting anything recently.
Am having a really tough time.

Save Our Tigers - 1

The forth coming posts will be dedicated to the endangered tiger species in India. I will try to give out as much information I get from the internet, just to make sure you know about this spotless charm of nature and how fast it is nearing its days to extinction. I will try to publish the sources from where the facts were taken. This post and the forth coming few is just my attempt to spread the news. Its time we save the remaining 5 sub species of tiger from 8. Three sub species are completely extinct. The Indian Bengal tiger is facing its days. Hope you guys read the post and spread the news and make sure every one is aware of this decimated beauty.
1) Tigers are the largest members of the cat family and are renowned for their power and strength.
2) Tigers have been classified by scientists into eight subspecies: Indian (or Bengal), Indo-Chinese, Sumatran, Amur (or Siberian), South China, Caspian (extinct), Java (extinct), and Bali (extinct).
3) Tigers are found in Bangladesh, Bhutan, Cambodia, China, India, Indonesia (Sumatra), Laos, Malaysia, Myanmar, Nepal, North Korea, Russia (Far East), Thailand and Vietnam.
4) Tigers are at the top the food chain, and are one of the most culturally important and beautiful animals on this planet.
5) Now for the most gruesome fact. Possibly as few as 3,200 tigers are left in the wild.
6) Don’t scold me, but you should know this. The binomial name for tiger is Panthera tigris.
7) The genus Panthera includes the following four big cat species, tiger (Panthera tigris), lion (Panthera leo), leopard (Panthera pardus) and jaguar (Panthera onca) that are capable of roaring. These big cats possess thickened vocal folds below their vocal cords and a roar is produced by vibrations of these folds.
8) The roar of a tiger can be heard more than a mile away. (1 mile is 1.61 km!!!!)
9) “Saving the tiger is a test. If we pass, we get to keep the planet.” – Conservationist Marjorie Stoneman Douglas.
10) Tigers live in a diverse array of habitats such as tropical rainforests, mangrove swamps, evergreen forests, grasslands, savannahs, and rocky areas.
11) Tigers are capable of penetrating deeply into their prey because of the large gap between the carnassials (back teeth) and the canines hold prey tightly.

12) The facial area of the tiger has numerous sensory neurons that can detect even the slightest change in air pressure when passing by an object.
13) Tigers are usually solitary in nature, interacting briefly only for mating purposes and occasionally to share their kill. However, there has been a few rare instances documented in which tigers have collaborated on a hunt, similar to a pride of lions.
14) Tigers are powerful swimmers, capable of traversing lakes and rivers.
15) Tigers assert and maintain their control over their territories by continuously patrolling them.
16) Females reach sexual maturity around 3 to 4 years of age and males mature at about 4 to 5 years of age.
17) Tigers usually begin their courtship by circling each other and vocalizing.( Courtship is the traditional dating period before engagement and marriage(in human’s case :).)
18) Both male and female tigers may have several mates over their lifetime.

References:
http://fohn.net/tiger-pictures-facts/
http://www.worldwildlife.org/species/finder/tigers/index.html
http://animals.nationalgeographic.com/animals/mammals/bengal-tiger.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiger#Subspecies
http://www.seaworld.org/animal-info/info-books/tiger/

Will get back to you with more information on my next post. Any points you want me to share in my post, I will gladly do. Please comment them if you can, so that I don't leave out any valuable information. I will be focusing on every aspect in each posts. Bye bye. See ya. Oh, and almost forgot to mention another fact. There is this thing called Tiger Years. Tiger Years are third in the cycle and recur every twelfth year. People born in a Tiger year are called Tiger people. Tiger people are sensitive, given to deep thinking, capable of great sympathy. They can be extremely short-tempered, however. Other people have great respect for them, but sometimes tiger people come into conflict with older people or those in authority. Sometimes Tiger people cannot make up their minds, which can result in a poor, hasty decision or a sound decision arrived at too late. They are suspicious of others, but they are courageous and powerful. Tigers are most compatible with Horses, Dragons, and Dogs. The tiger years are 1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998 and 2010. See if you are one of the tiger people.

Have you ever felt this way?

We were on a trip to this hill top called Ponmudi. We expected green all over the place but were let down. We picked up a place on the hill, sat down, then found ourselves a spot to lie down amidst the dry grass. We started talking about things. I slowly moved away and found myself another spot, not that I wasn’t interested or tired, but just felt like isolating myself. Now this spot was good. If I opened my eyes, I could see great distances (the mountains). My mind was full, overflowing with things that I didn’t want. They were still chatting. The sun came down and all of a sudden the climate was amazingly perfect but they decided to leave. I waited for them to leave so I could come last alone. When everyone left, it was the best experience ever. Never in my life had I experienced such silence. Not a zephyr, so the grass didn’t move a bit, but the climate was cool. I looked as far as the eye can look and not a single person in sight. For about 7 seconds, my mind did not think of anything (yeah, I know it’s hard to believe but it did happen). I mean , for a guy like me who loves to let my mind wander wherever it please, this was different. I was isolated from the rest of the world and my mind was as if nothing had happened in the past 23 years. A few more minutes and I believe that I could have found the answers to most of the questions that kept bugging me. You can try the same. I’m dead sure I’ll never get that feeling again but I wish I do.

Happiness of Immeasurable Purity

Here is a very small list of things which can give you happiness of immeasurable purity. I haven’t done all of them. But still, I wish I could fulfill every one of them soon enough.
1)Try to create your favorite shapes from stars on the clearest night sky.
2)Watch the sun rise melting the morning mist, while you sip on your cup of tea.
3)Lay down on your back on a lonely windy beach when there is a slight drizzle, and look at the waves getting ripped up by tiny drops of rain.
4)Take her to your most favorite place on earth (the one you have already been and when no one is around) and say how much you love her.
5)Recognize every next step you take to reach out for your dreams.
6)Try to make a baby smile at you. That smile is not fake. It is the purest form of smile on earth
7)5 minutes of extreme silence and darkness when you need to escape the torturing, painful routine.

G.I.JOE - My Sympathies

This is my review on the movie G.I.JOE - THE RISE OF THE COBRA
1)Could have provided food for the needy with all the money wasted on the movie.
2)Terrible dialogues throughout. The movie was consistent on that part.
3)Out of context slow mo’s through out the movie.
4)Amazingly retarded graphics.
5)Why do they use voice synthesizer for no particular reason?
6)A highly predictable movie from start to stop.
7)Towards the end, the movie won’t stop.
8)Can only pray God that there won’t be a sequel.
9)T E R R I B L E
10)T E R R I B L E
11)T E R R I B L E
12)I hate my GI JOE Toys now... :(

Friends? Orrrrrrrrrrrrrr??????

Hi. I was just starting to think. Is friendship a word that faces constant degradation nowadays? Well, I don’t really know, but it just seems like it. I mean, how long does it take for two to say “I Love you.” Obviously not on first sight, not after a 5 min conversation, it takes about months at least (except in the movies where the heroine has to say OK because she was asked to say it). When two people speak for about 5 min and meet the next day, they claim themselves to be friends. Wow, is friendship that easy? Amazingly retarded. When you talk to someone, you only know him. If you meet someone from your office, he’s only your colleague. Friendship is way more deep, way more intense, and sparks instantly after a long time. You no need to have “like thoughts” to be friends. Sometimes the difference in opinion is the catalyst for a great friendship. IN fact, like the universal truth, like always repel. Yeah I know, that was stupid. Back to the point, what I am trying to say is doesn’t friendship need it’s share of time to build strong like every other relationship takes. Yeah, social media got those words, buddy and friends, but does it really mean it. It is just like this, if I can remember the names of all the people who studied with me in high school and college, I can claim them to be friends. Wow, can’t even count the number. Since when did I become Mr. Popular (for your kind information, a Mr. Popular never gets true friends, the only thing that movies can depict correctly). And since when did friendship become so easy? It really starts to hurt people who take friendship as serious as love(not in some other sense, if that’s what struck you). The time will come wen you cannot differentiate friends from someone else. If someone can talk to a lot of people, he’s considered social. And I needed to write a post on that too, will be doing it soon. OK…I’ll wrap it up. A known person and a friend are not the same. It wasn’t meant to be. When a real friendship breaks, the pain is harder than an ice cold rock. And the bond is warmer than the core of the earth. FRIENDSHIP ROCKS as long as IT IS REAL.
And for those who need some songs that best describe the loss of your loved ones.
1) The Fray – How to save a life.
2) Puff Daddy – Every Breath you take.
3) Guns N Roses – November Rain.
4) Bill Withers – Ain’t no sunshine.
5) Pearl Jam – Last kiss.
6) Green Day - Wake me up when September ends.
I like to hear November Rain personally , but I don’t know if it was written for that. Anyways, if you need some more songs, just ask. Ready to help ya……..

It just ain't me

It just ain't me…It just ain't me for the last two weeks… feel totally fucked up... Don’t have any particular reason, but completely out of mind.... not able to work... AM not able to concentrate. It happened 7 years ago wen love struck. But this time it ain't that. Something has gotten into....feels like possessed by something. Wishing to know wat that was.....mind is stuck in the middle of nowhere...been doing things which I have never done in my life....Everything done in the last 2 weeks is against the very basic principles I live for....Feels like in the brink of madness...can only shout HELP inside...desperately need help.....need to abide by the principles. Its the only thing that I live for at the moment.

La Vie Est Belle (Life is Beautiful)

When you look back at the past 20-30 years of your life and pick up all the remnants of memories residing in you and find out that you did nothing, then you have begun to realize that you are here for a purpose. What may seem as accomplishments to others may be nothing to you. You were happy that you succeeded at that time, but in the long run, it did not give you shit. You begin to realize that all your life, you’ve been living for others to talk about you. The happiness you had at that time seemed to be everlasting but disappeared without notice. Or shall I say “vanished into thin air”. To those who feel this way, well, there is nothing you can do about it. You can sit and cry for wasting the precious past which can no longer be bought back (unless there was a time machine). But just remember, if you cry today for the past, all you can do is to cry tomorrow for today. The average life of a human is about ummmm, ok, assuming 70 years. You’ve still got 40-50 years. Believe me, if at all you were born in this earth (if you are reading this, then you definitely are born on earth, ok, jokes aside) , the force that created you (to some it is God, to others it is pure science, but I’ll call it the force) has something in store for you here. All you have to do is to find out what is it that makes you happy. If you think that you have no time, look at the mirror and slap yourself. The force has given you a lifetime. A life time of opportunities. This is a fast world. Opportunities don’t come knocking at your door. You got to chase them and when you find it , hug it hard and don’t let go. You will have something to remember that makes you feel happy years later. And that is truly happiness. If you listened to someone at some point and screwed your life, you can put the blame on him, but it’s your life that’s screwed. You could have lived for yourself at that moment asked and taken your own decision, in that way, if you still screwed up, you can put the blame on you.
Yes , it might be too late to realize that you wasted the past. At least you realized it. Right? But then it is painful. Trust me. It is really painful. After the realization has occurred, all you can see are the beautiful things in life which you have never experienced and you want it all at the same time but then you cannot reach out for any. As time crawls, you will get used to it and learn to experience everything one by one. Like I said, there is a whole lifetime of opportunities. This is your life. No one can spoon feed you forever. Even if they did, you will only learn the shape of the spoon. The road can only show the path, you have to walk through it, just look for the signs and you will reach your destination. If the road is crowded, create your own, life will be more fun. LIFE WILL BE MORE BEAUTIFUL.
The title means "Life is beautiful". Took it from a movie title. The picture too. A really good movie. Watch it if you get a chance.

Forever

Was written years back for a girl. Now it's just a bunch of words.

All I can see is vacuum when she looks me in the eye
It's Just like staring into empty space
All I can see is a curve on her lips when she smiles
I just cant get my mind of her face
All I can hear is a near melody when she talks
Cause sometimes words don't mean a thing
All I ever wanted to was to take her for a walk
Write a song for her and sing
All I can feel is the warm gentle breeze
when she whispers in my ear
And all I can do is to love her in my dreams
Not because I am mean
Not because I am numb
But because it's just me
And I'll be there for her forever.

Notification

I will be writing poems also. The ones I tore, the ones I hid and the ones I threw of as it came into my mind reminding me of taunting memories, all of 'em will bounce back. I don't care if it sucks, but will post them.

What else do you need?

Pick out a lonely spot on the beach, far from the madding crowd. You, your harmonica and your cassette player. Watch the sun just as it is ready to wet itself. Light a fag and watch the smoke curve past the line on the horizon. Now you start to notice the slight curve and realize how big the world is, or how small we are. Watch the waves coming towards you to dry you of your sorrows. Blow your Harmonica to the singing of the waves and the cool breeze, you needn’t be an expert. Play your favorite song in the player and sing along. If only you had the girl you love beside you……. Well it can happen everyday and it is free. I mean, who is gonna charge for staring at the ocean. Nature can still give us what we need. It is up to us to search it and experience it. These are the times where loneliness can be your best friend. Dude, life is short and can end unexpectedly. So why should we save the good times for the future.

Reaching Divinity

“You have a problem? Talk about it to a friend or cry out loud.” Well, I can’t think of a better suggestion than this. This was given to me by a friend. Talking about a problem to a friend? You need a lot of ingredients in that case. First you will need a true friend who is ready to be with you and listen to you even though you have decided to speak only your problems. Not necessarily a friend – he /she could also be the one you love. If you are looking for the second ingredient, there is none. Only one. Who do you consider the most luckiest person in the world? Take your time and think. OK, I know , the options are millions. I’ll give you the answer. How lucky is a person who is ugly and has no talent and no money? Yes, that was the answer. THE LUCKIEST PERSON. (OK. I will be using male gender from here on. He / She is getting weird.) He is the only person who can find the ones who like or love him for the person he is. He wont have friends because he looks like those dazzling celebrities or because he has Einstein’s brain. He has friends because they like him for who he is. Is is accepted for whatever he does. How wonderful? But ……
After all, whom can you blame? People all over the world are looking for happiness. It is good, but they are looking for happiness at any cost. When you have really good times with a friend and then slowly start whining about your problems to him after years, after a particular point he can only pretend to be concerned about your problems. Believe me, the pain that strikes you once you realize that he no longer is interested in your problems and is getting bored while you are pouring out your deepest, darkest secrets to him with all your heart is unbearable. And the fact that he was the only one to whom you would ever say them is even more gross. My advice, lose him before he walks away. That way you can take the blame. Another one of your mistakes, along with hundreds of others in the bag. That is when you have to learn to lose everything you ever wanted and attained. Try to become numb to the world’s sarcastic deeds. Friendship and love can carry on as long as happiness comes along. If a point comes where everything is sorrow and the relation still carries on, then I call it the one that touches divinity. What name can scholars give for that kind of a divine relationship? I’ll leave it to them. But that is no longer friendship nor love. That is the greatest gift anyone can get. A gift worth protecting your whole life. Or in other words, living to protect that gift. Sorry if my posts sounds a bit philosophical. But it’s just me. OK …signing off…Bye…Need to hear my heavy metal and Jazz……..

My favorite lines of Dylan

Jus some of the Best lines written by Bob Dylan…




1)
Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things
But you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.

The song is based on a woman who went best schools, having a good time laughing at other’s miseries and then had to face her own. The verse above is my favorite in the whole song. Especially the last five lines. Amazing how time can turn things around? You can see it a lot more times in your lifetime than you can imagine. The verse is from the song “Like a rolling stone.”
The song was described by Dylan to a journalist
"It was ten pages long. It wasn't called anything, just a rhythm thing on paper all about my steady hatred directed at some point that was honest. In the end it wasn't hatred, it was telling someone something they didn't know, telling them they were lucky. Revenge, that's a better word. I had never thought of it as a song, until one day I was at the piano, and on the paper it was singing, 'How does it feel?' in a slow motion pace, in the utmost of slow motion."

2)
Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'.
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.

Dylan recalled writing the song as a deliberate attempt to create an anthem of change for the moment (sentence taken from wikipedia). The song was the anthem of the youth at that time. It was released January 13, 1964. The lines above are the fourth verse of the song. Difficult to pick a favorite verse from any song of his.
About the song, Dylan said
"This was definitely a song with a purpose. It was influenced of course by the Irish and Scottish ballads ...'Come All Ye Bold Highway Men', 'Come All Ye Tender Hearted Maidens'. I wanted to write a big song, with short concise verses that piled up on each other in a hypnotic way. The civil rights movement and the folk music movement were pretty close for a while and allied together at that time."
3)
Then take me disappearin' through the smoke rings of my mind,
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves,
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach,
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow.
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free,
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands,
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves,
Let me forget about today until tomorrow.


The final verse from the song “Mr.Tambourine Man”. Since my first breath, the best lines I’ve ever heard and will be hearing. It drenches me of all my miserable feelings. No matter how hard the world brings me down, these lines make me stand up to my feet. Dylan will be my living God, no matter how stone cold he is. In an interview he said (not exactly the same words) “Why do you need someone to love you when you can love yourself?”

Notification

I was experimenting with the followers options and ended up following my own blog. If someone can help me I would get my name out of the list. Or if it is just a process, I'll have it like that.

L.O.V.E

Yep. I know it sounds a bit like a mediocre topic to write on since everyone has been expressing their views on this topic.

Caution: The post is about me blabbering about the things I’ve experienced when it came to love. If you have enough problems of your own, just skip it. SKIP IT!!!!

“Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.” Any guesses who said this???? Well, whoever did say this was a freakin’ genius. When I read the quote, I tend to loose myself thinking whether it is a negative or a positive quote on love. You could conduct a debate on this perhaps. But the judges is result is final and predictable. “Love is good and bad. It depends on the way we see it.” Arggggghhhhhhhhhhh how many hours of debate shows have I wasted my time on just to hear that kind of a crappy inference on a one hour debate. OK, Just some History. We guys a were a group in our school days who had one thing in common. We had the amazing ability to reject a girl’s signal towards us pretending that she never gave us the signal. Now that ability is sometimes called a defect(or I’d rather say that we were handicapped when it came to love or flirting). Talking about flirting, even if we did flirt with someone, we get so involved that we miss all the signals given by her.

Level 1 – She smiles for the dumbest joke we say and we think that the joke was a good one.

Level 2 – Level9 – No idea. Wish I knew what those signals were.

Level 10 – She looks straight into the eye and says “I like you. Or never seen anyone so smart and lovely as you.” And you say “Oh. Thank you. That’s nice of you to say that mam.”

Nothin has ever changed in me when it comes to love. All I can do is think of all the ways I can do to please the girl I love(not the other sense), but when I see her It all vanishes. Atleast I ain’t a loser like some of the people I know who wasted their precious moments of life crying for the girl they love but she didn’t give a shit. And why didn’t she? Cause he was a complete shit head when she was around. I have been in love when I was 16 and I could tell anyone that she liked me. This time I didn’t screw up. The other guy did better than me. That was the last time ever that I experimented with love. I had to take diversion and there was a whole world of music waiting for me. Al I had to do was just listen and Thank God I didn’t have access to drugs(at least up to now). He he…Kiddin’. But then you hear all those amazing love songs and how love played a big part in your idol’s life, you give second thoughts about rejecting love from your system. Atleast Thom Yorke from Radiohead (lead vocals, rhythm guitar & piano from the English Alternative Rock band RadioHead) gave me company. You gotta hear the song “Creep” from Radiohead. Sometimes I feel good when I hear the song because it reminds me of how I am and my idol has gone through the same. Except that he has gone through more difficult times which has made him the man he is now.

Had I not been addicted to music, I would have been another one of those gross, sympathetic, “what-is-this-life”, “life-is-not-fair” whining shithead who definitely wouldn’t have thought about writing a song on it and making a multiplatinum. Well even now I try but it just doesn’t sound good enough (in fact it is awful), so I quit and I just rap about it…That’s easier. He he. And, If you still didn’t get the person behind the quote, it’s Albert Einstein. Truly a genius. OK, I know this has just been a good for nothing post going in circles in the middle of nowhere. But that is how I think. Thank you for wasting your precious time and congrats that you don’t have enough problems of your own. See you back in my next post.

Songs that make me cry to Happiness - Part 2

Dire Straits – Private Investigations
A blend of classical and electric guitars towards the end with the classical dominating most of the song. This is song is personally my favorite song by Dire Straits. Of course, Sultans of swing, Romeo and Juliet and many more are in my list but clearly this song beats every other one of ‘em by miles. Very little words while the music speaks everything. The song plays like it has all the time in world without any stupid music filling in the silent parts, or perhaps the silence that comes out randomly is the best part in the song. For all, silence can speak a thousand words and express feelings which cannot be done by words or pictures.

Counting Crows - Mr.Jones [VH1 StoryTellers Version]
[VH1 StoryTellers Version] – I specifically mentioned that that because I thought that was better than the original version. Adam Duritz starts of the song by saying that it is a song about his dreams and that version which followed was far too better than the electric version. I still can’t hear the whole song in the electric version. I just switch over to this one. A very sweet yet simple song which can blow you away. Also recommended “Big Yellow Taxi” and “Accidentally in Love”.

Bob Dylan – Knockin’ on Heaven’s door

I am not gonna say a word. Just hear it for yourself.

Guns ‘n roses
Where is “Estranged ” in the rolling stones top 500 songs. The song is purely EPIC. 10 minutes of scintillating symphony……...duh….I dunno how those words came out. But still, the song has everything it needs to be perfect. Slash with his guitar, Axel with his vocals and words. Just perfect. Easily tops the rest of their songs with a close competition with "November Rain."

DISCLAIMER

                                Who would think a post for a disclaimer?  Or wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait…….   Who would think that a Disclaimer could be put as another post.   I mean, even if someone did, they badly needed to update the blog with some crap orrrrrr………. That guy really needed to make people know that HE was writing the posts and not  “Ctrl C   Ctrl V”  from some other blog.  This post IS a disclaimer stating that, I Rahul, Born in Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah wrote this blog and never, in whatsoever situation , indulged in any kind of copyright infringement activities (if pirated music doesn't come under that).  And that this blog wholly popped outta me except for the pictures that were taken in first search in Google images.  So the next time anyone tells you this lame shit must have been taken from some place else, stab his face with his nose bone and ask him to read the Disclaimer(oh!  And that was Mobb Deep if you were thinking)…Still working on “Songs that make……”post.will put it up sooooon.  Till then have a happy time reading the disclaimer. B Byeee….

The Bad Times

Just when everything seemed to fall into place and the world seemed to be a happy place, you get a slight hint in your mind that the day is gonna suck to the bottom. You have no reason as to why but it will. A sudden rush of thoughts starts flowing into you. It reminds you of where you are, where you wanted to be, when it should have happened, how all your plans went down the drain, how much instances and opportunities you have wasted, how all your talents inside you are slowly degrading, how vulnerable you are to thoughts that should'nt even exist in you, a sudden fear and for no particular reason, jealousy, lust, insecure, all in the blink of an eye. One second you were a happy go lucky and the very next second you nearly tremble in fear to death. Your eyes seem to be hollow, lost thoughts and to top it off, it is affecting your work. The day just keeps getting worse and worse and you can do nothing but succumb to the day as it goes just hoping that the next one might be better. It just happened today... Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow...Okie... See you wen I get back with my " Songs that make me cry to happiness" post..

Songs That Make Me Cry To Happiness

Alrighty. I am not an expert in music. But at the moment, it is everything to me. So much that I get annoyed with crap that calls itself music and to make things worse, top the charts. The list is very predictable, as I said, not an expert but at this very moment these songs popped out my skull saying “Me..Me…Me…”. I would love to break down these songs and review them technically but fortunately I do not know how. Which is good for you, cause if I did, then you’d skip it of. Instead I will tell you what it feels like to me when I hear them. 99.999 percent of the time I hear these songs in pitch black except for the LED of my sub woofer giving an evil glare. Anyways, what would I do without it.

The order does not imply a countdown. Just jotted them as it popped out.I suggest you give these songs a try at least 5 times each. If it still doesn't squeeze your soul, then ummm, forget it.
Okie….. Here goes….

Road Trippin’ - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Road Trippin representing Red Hot Chilli Peppers is like any other RHCP song. Amazing song writing, beautifully constructed bass lines and nice melody to hear when you feel all stressed out and completely torn physically. The song takes you through freshness as one can see the lyrics
“Blue you sit so pretty, West of the one
Sparkle light with yellow icing, Just a mirror for the sun”

Pearl Jam - Low Light
Low Light is an amaaazing song. My ex-boss’s favourite. Now my favourite also. Can you imagine a song which takes you through a place where the sun is covered by the clouds and the light is so dilute that you don’t have enough of it to see but want it that way. Imagine no more, hear the song and visualize the dimmer side of your dream land. A land which if filled with light would not be the place you wanted. But I have derived an inner meaning for the song if that’s what Pearl Jam really meant.

Radiohead – How to disappear Completely
How to disappear completely takes you off this world for real. All you have to is set the right temperature in your room, switch of your fan, pin drop silence, pitch dark, and the play the song with your woofer on. I needn’t say more. The song has music that can bring space around you (the one with planets, stars etc , etc.). Heard of the word mind blowing? This song is.

Pink Floyd – Comfortably Numb
I haven’t tried this yet, but thanks to Pink Floyd I already have a clear view of how it would be to inject myself with drugs. I almost cry when the song is over. Comfortably Numb is the song for those who have just recognized the realities of life and are feeling not so well about it. The whole rock opera album is about a boy who is frustrated with the world and decides to build a wall around himself and stay away from the brutalities of life which includes anything there is except himself. A must hear.
See you with the rest in my next post. Great Day…

The Dark Ages

"People who learn to accept the gross realities of life are the winners." You don't have to be psychic to say this. Just 24 years of gruesome, tantalizing, gross, dirty experience would do good.You felt yourself growing heavier and heavier everyday until one day you cannot stand up and that day the world will declare you infertile. You will be deprived of your talents, your feelings and everything you ever wanted to have in life. All this because you couldn't understand the basic cunningness required in man and that cunningness is no longer mean but will be praised and recognized by others. You feel heavier and heavier and after the threshold, life is so unbearable and you suddenly become so empty and pretend to be numb to whatever is happening around you when all you can do is cry in loud that you've seen it before and miserably failed to overcome it and the next time you see it you can only see how you failed. Failure, misery and the outcast feeling everywhere is just because you wouldn't accept the normal routine and wanted to be different but didn't know how. Only two kinds of people are around you - The ones who see nothing in you and are damn sure you are one of the biggest failures in God and The ones who see everything in you and what you are capable of and are so jealous that they betray you because they know you wouldn't do anything about that. The point has come where you no longer want people to accept you and yourself and you don't give a shit about anything or anyone. When all this happens you still recognize the truth. That these are the dark ages of your life and only in darkness can you see even the faintest light from the faintest source. All I am trying to do is to catch the light and follow it to destiny before the darkness disappears.