Just when everything seemed to fall into place and the world seemed to be a happy place, you get a slight hint in your mind that the day is gonna suck to the bottom. You have no reason as to why but it will. A sudden rush of thoughts starts flowing into you. It reminds you of where you are, where you wanted to be, when it should have happened, how all your plans went down the drain, how much instances and opportunities you have wasted, how all your talents inside you are slowly degrading, how vulnerable you are to thoughts that should'nt even exist in you, a sudden fear and for no particular reason, jealousy, lust, insecure, all in the blink of an eye. One second you were a happy go lucky and the very next second you nearly tremble in fear to death. Your eyes seem to be hollow, lost thoughts and to top it off, it is affecting your work. The day just keeps getting worse and worse and you can do nothing but succumb to the day as it goes just hoping that the next one might be better. It just happened today... Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow...Okie... See you wen I get back with my " Songs that make me cry to happiness" post..
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