"People who learn to accept the gross realities of life are the winners." You don't have to be psychic to say this. Just 24 years of gruesome, tantalizing, gross, dirty experience would do good.You felt yourself growing heavier and heavier everyday until one day you cannot stand up and that day the world will declare you infertile. You will be deprived of your talents, your feelings and everything you ever wanted to have in life. All this because you couldn't understand the basic cunningness required in man and that cunningness is no longer mean but will be praised and recognized by others. You feel heavier and heavier and after the threshold, life is so unbearable and you suddenly become so empty and pretend to be numb to whatever is happening around you when all you can do is cry in loud that you've seen it before and miserably failed to overcome it and the next time you see it you can only see how you failed. Failure, misery and the outcast feeling everywhere is just because you wouldn't accept the normal routine and wanted to be different but didn't know how. Only two kinds of people are around you - The ones who see nothing in you and are damn sure you are one of the biggest failures in God and The ones who see everything in you and what you are capable of and are so jealous that they betray you because they know you wouldn't do anything about that. The point has come where you no longer want people to accept you and yourself and you don't give a shit about anything or anyone. When all this happens you still recognize the truth. That these are the dark ages of your life and only in darkness can you see even the faintest light from the faintest source. All I am trying to do is to catch the light and follow it to destiny before the darkness disappears.
Jan 26, 2010
The Dark Ages
"People who learn to accept the gross realities of life are the winners." You don't have to be psychic to say this. Just 24 years of gruesome, tantalizing, gross, dirty experience would do good.You felt yourself growing heavier and heavier everyday until one day you cannot stand up and that day the world will declare you infertile. You will be deprived of your talents, your feelings and everything you ever wanted to have in life. All this because you couldn't understand the basic cunningness required in man and that cunningness is no longer mean but will be praised and recognized by others. You feel heavier and heavier and after the threshold, life is so unbearable and you suddenly become so empty and pretend to be numb to whatever is happening around you when all you can do is cry in loud that you've seen it before and miserably failed to overcome it and the next time you see it you can only see how you failed. Failure, misery and the outcast feeling everywhere is just because you wouldn't accept the normal routine and wanted to be different but didn't know how. Only two kinds of people are around you - The ones who see nothing in you and are damn sure you are one of the biggest failures in God and The ones who see everything in you and what you are capable of and are so jealous that they betray you because they know you wouldn't do anything about that. The point has come where you no longer want people to accept you and yourself and you don't give a shit about anything or anyone. When all this happens you still recognize the truth. That these are the dark ages of your life and only in darkness can you see even the faintest light from the faintest source. All I am trying to do is to catch the light and follow it to destiny before the darkness disappears.
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